I’m stuck in a loop – reliving the same year over and over and over again.  Its November and I’m still fat!  I haven’t stayed consistent with diet, workout, blogging (as you well know!)  Currently I’m working out, but my diet just isn’t there.  I have had successful months this year but still not consistent enough to lose any weight.  What am I missing?  I start and quit, start and quit, start and quit, over and over…

Round and Round we go… Like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day I’m repeating the day again and again – I just need to figure out the lesson to be learned, learn it, and move on!

Seemingly out of nowhere, he appeared.  I noticed him.  He was sitting on a brown sofa – without a shirt; holding a television remote in his right hand; a glass of tea in his left; on the edge of his seat; both elbows were firmly planted on his knees as he leaned forward.  I couldn’t help but notice his gut because of the way he was hunched over.

He was starring at me.

I was starring at him.

Then as quickly as he appeared, he disappeared and my TV show was back on.

I wish that I could look at a picture of me and not think – This will make a great before picture!

When will I take my last before picture? I don’t know – but I don’t trust its anytime soon…

I know I was going to have this website completely revamped – I was going to refocus – I was going to change my life – I was, I was, I was…

But just like my last picture – my website is still in ‘before’ mode… For those of you that still swing by this site in the hopes that I will post something new and encouraging – will you settle for 1 out of 2?