Resisting Tempation

I’m in a ‘lunch-n-learn’ meeting today where pizza was brought in.  I go up with everyone else and grab two slices of pizza like most people did… then as the meeting went on, a few people went back for seconds, some people came into the meeting late and went up for pizza as well.  Basically, there was a regular flow of people going to the boxes of pizza sitting to the side of the room and going to for my third andforth (or fifth and sixth) slices would have likely gone unnoticed by the room… I was tempted.

How do I change my behavior patterns so that going up for the extra 400-800 calories isn’t a temptation?  I used to have a pastor that would say “temptation consistently kept at arms length ceases to exist”.  I agree, but how do I keep the temptation at arms length until that happens?  On one hand, I think how successful would a recovering alcoholic be if everyday at work he was offered a drink?  On the other hand, how long can I continue to excuse myself as a victim of circumstance?

Today I stayed away – but taking it day by day I have found I’m losing more battles than I win.  I know that exercise is important – but like one of my readers commented – it takes an hour to burn 500 calories in the gym but less than a minute to consume 500 calories in the kitchen.  I need a long term strategy for my dieting habits… Something that allows me to go to lunch with the guys at work, eat the same meals my wife and kids do at night, and doesn’t cost me an arm and a leg (although losing an arm and a leg would take about 75lbs off instantly!)

PS – sorry I have taken so long to make progress on the website uplift – its been moved to the back burner with high-pressure work projects and fast approaching deadlines for school work – not to mention the new baby at home.

Biggest Loser Bust

Interviewed by the local media

Ok – I should have updated everyone sooner – I did not get called back to the Biggest Loser.  The casting director Brandon made a comment that stuck with me – “you may be a hit song tomorrow – but not a hit song today”.  They are casting charactors on a TV show – so no matter how great of a guy I am, if I don’t fit the charactor they are looking for this season, I’m not a “hit song” today.

That was the third time I have tried out for the Biggest Loser – I was able to met several of the former cast from the show – many of them I had met at the last casting call.  It was really cool when Sione recognized me from the last time I tried out – which to me just proves that I’m at least memorable.

I had a good time but I was convenced that if I didn’t get called back this time, that it was “third strike, you’re out”.  Last Saturday, after not getting called back, I was a bit down of course.  I woke up after a few hours of sleep and couldn’t get back to sleep – so I turned on the TV to the Christian television station, which I never watch, but at 3am it seemed like a safe station to put on.  Pastor Ed Young was on and guess who he had on his show?  Michelle, winner from the recent Biggest Loser season!  She talked about not giving up.  I thought God’s sense of humor was obvisous, but I said to myself “third strike, you’re out!”  Then Pastor Young talked about the Mona Lisa painting and explained how through x-rays and infrared, they determined that the Mona Lisa we see today is actually Leonardo da Vinci’s FOURTH attempt at the painting… a sign maybe?

Well, regardless – I had a blast and I will likely go again.  In the mean time, check out the pictures I have on facebook from the event:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2028283&id=1114591836&l=fa6af7bf4b

Biggest Loser Casting Call – 3rd Times the Charm

I’m trying again for the Biggest Loser – my 3rd time.  Its in a few hours, I’m already getting excited as if I were going to be picked… which is like buying a lottery ticket and EXPECTING to win…

Why do I get myself excited about these things?  I know I have the personality for the show and I know I have the weight to lose – but will I stand out? Is there anything about me that will catch the attention of the 20-something casting director today?  Who knows?

Why do I want to be on the show?  Because I’m addicted to food and I haven’t found anything that works for me.  The idea that I could unplug from TV, Internet, Cell Phone for 3 months and focus on losing weight sounds like an amazing, life changing, experience.

Anyway, I’ll make certain to meet interesting people while I’m there, twitter a few pics as well, and blog an interesting anecdote when I get back…