This morning I weighed in at 286lbs. That’s right – I am heavier than I have been in months. Its discouraging. I would love to say I’m not quitting, but in truth I already quit – that’s why I’m here.
I have excuses – we are going into a record breaking 32 days of 110 degree+ weather. My job has increased in workload – causing me to work late nights when I had planned to be working out instead. My personal life is busier than ever as we are buying a house (closing later this month), not to mention the kids’ programs are all starting back up (cub scouts, dance, black belt club).
EXCUSES! Excuses that I use to eat myself fat. I’m over eating, and under moving. I was hitting the gym hard – which increased my appetite – then quit the gym but not the increased eating.
Is there any disciple in me? Or am I going to continue my 33 almost 34 year history of eat, watch TV, eat some more!!! How do I stop!?!?! HOW????
Its September 1st – in 26 days I will turn another year older – will I be any lighter? Am I any wiser? ARGH!